Tired

Give me a break my man.Wth am i doin now??I need my life back.Why am i so pathetic.Im fucking tired of being patient!!Tired of being jerk.Tired of being ur daughter!Nobody can call u father.Cause u dont know how to be a FATHER.U're just a man who needs to be enjoy with ur life.And forget how to responsible.Oh ya..N u forgot that u have a daughter which is studying in a FUCKING COLLEGE and need FUCKING ATTENTION + need money.Do you have any idea wht is my fucking status in my fucking college?LOST FATHER.Padahal kau hidop lagi!!Sbb nk apply ptptn kau dah x de.Tpakse aku tulis x de bapak!!!Mcm aku ni anak haram kau kn!!!Bapak ape mcm ni!Elok kalau kau x paya ambik tau hal aku dari kecik la!!Bile kau da kawen lain,ade anak lain.ANAK LELAKI kau tu.Lupa kn anak kau ni kan!!!Mmg kau expect aku ni lelaki kn.Sbb mak aku branak kan aku pmpn kau x suke aku?APE SALAH KE AKU JADI PMPN??????U fucking hurt me man.Mcm mane la aku nk ubah kau ni.Knp kau jd mcm ni?Skrg ni mak aku yg tua n x larat tu la nk tanggung aku.Kau pg mane?Enjoy dgn family kau?Da la kau tgl kn aku dgn mak aku mcm org bodoh.X tanggung aku.X AMBIK TAU PULAK TU...Bapak tiri aku pon same.Mmg org yg jd bapak aku semua tak guna..Mmg aku TAK NAK KAWEN!!!Laki x de tanggungjawab!Harap kn pmpn.SELFISH.U can fuck off cause i DONT NEED A FATHER.All i need is my mother n friends.N aku x de hati nk kawen.Nnt dapat laki mcm kau merosak kn anak aku je.