Tired

Give me a break my man.Wth am i doin now??I need my life back.Why am i so pathetic.Im fucking tired of being patient!!Tired of being jerk.Tired of being ur daughter!Nobody can call u father.Cause u dont know how to be a FATHER.U're just a man who needs to be enjoy with ur life.And forget how to responsible.Oh ya..N u forgot that u have a daughter which is studying in a FUCKING COLLEGE and need FUCKING ATTENTION + need money.Do you have any idea wht is my fucking status in my fucking college?LOST FATHER.Padahal kau hidop lagi!!Sbb nk apply ptptn kau dah x de.Tpakse aku tulis x de bapak!!!Mcm aku ni anak haram kau kn!!!Bapak ape mcm ni!Elok kalau kau x paya ambik tau hal aku dari kecik la!!Bile kau da kawen lain,ade anak lain.ANAK LELAKI kau tu.Lupa kn anak kau ni kan!!!Mmg kau expect aku ni lelaki kn.Sbb mak aku branak kan aku pmpn kau x suke aku?APE SALAH KE AKU JADI PMPN??????U fucking hurt me man.Mcm mane la aku nk ubah kau ni.Knp kau jd mcm ni?Skrg ni mak aku yg tua n x larat tu la nk tanggung aku.Kau pg mane?Enjoy dgn family kau?Da la kau tgl kn aku dgn mak aku mcm org bodoh.X tanggung aku.X AMBIK TAU PULAK TU...Bapak tiri aku pon same.Mmg org yg jd bapak aku semua tak guna..Mmg aku TAK NAK KAWEN!!!Laki x de tanggungjawab!Harap kn pmpn.SELFISH.U can fuck off cause i DONT NEED A FATHER.All i need is my mother n friends.N aku x de hati nk kawen.Nnt dapat laki mcm kau merosak kn anak aku je.

Zoo Negara, 17th May

Pegi zoo besttt doh...Ahaha..Dgn daniel..Even die x tau nk buat ape dlm tu.Asyik nk muntah je sbb busuk.Then asyik kene sound je dlm tu.HAHA.Tp still best.Sbb die nk gadoh dgn cine.Hahah.Then,ptg pg sungai ape tah mok bawak.Hahaha.Mlm pg moon kitchen makan..Lps tu blk mls mandi.Haha.Daniel pon da blk college blk dah..So kene tunggu sampai jumaat dpn...Then ahad daniel blk.Then tunggu lg jumaat dpn daniel blk...Sampaaaaaaai habis blaja dlm mase 3 tahun :|

Nak jual kucing (persian)

jantan - colour ; black - rm350
betina - colour ; orange/yellowish - rm550
Cage pon nk jual - 4 tingkat - hitam - rm750


Kalau nk kucing dgn cage skali , 1500 saje.
(dpt discount)

Frustrated

I swear im fucking not in the mood when she said the bag was SOLD OUT!Damn!I was so excited doh!My mum was about to buy it for me haha.I sacrified for this one bag like so killing me out when i was at bandung(wondering if u could get a BETTER one.N i found it but it was FUCKING SOLD OUT!!!).The design is simple the colour is nice (x nampak gedik langsung).TAPI SOLD OUT!!!BABI!!!1 pon x de langsong.Sumpah sakit hati!!!Da la mase kat bandung cousin aku yg beli utk gf die!X kn nk beli 2 kot!Japgi same.Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....Nak bag macam ni !!!!!!

Raja Daniel Matiin

We've been through lots of things.Since august 2007 till now.Maybe i never have a feeling for u before.N so r u.But now we r truly inlove.N i can promise u one thing.U r FUCKING diffrnt.So its fucking impossible for me to leave u just.I promise u,tht if we r not tgther,i will never love another guy like i loved u.I promise u this.And its HARD for me to find laki lain sebenarnye.Eventhough u r not perfect,but still,im glad that u r mine.Cus u never give up on me.N u'll do anythg just to comfort me.Thanks...2years / 4months skrg.we r still together :) Why dont we keep moving on till our last breathhhhhh..........I sayang u.I love u.I will never leave u :) Im happy to be with u.Im happy to be urs.Im happy tht u are mine.And im happy tht u love me too sayang ;D

About me

Aku rindu semua kawan2 aku yg dulu.Aku rindu nk lepak dgn korg.Aku rindu nk gelak dgn korg.Aku rindu nk dgr suare korg.Aku rindu nk mengumpat dgn korg.Aku rindu nk sebut 'kau kawan aku,apa ada hal' .Aku rindu nk kelua dgn korg.Aku rindu nk dgr cerita korg.Ape da jadi dgn korg skrg.Ape korg buat skrg.Apa khabar korg.Ape mslh korg.Ape cite korg skrg.Aku rindu nk bahan membahan.Dah brp lame aku x jumpa n chill dgn korg.Aku rindu semua.Tp aku syg die.N die penting.So aku kene jage hati die jugak.And aku nk jage hati korg jugak.Tp kalau aku jage hati korg same,aku hilang die.So aku rela dimarah n bergaduh sekejap utk berlaku adil antara kawan n boyfriend.Time aku single,org yg happy kn aku siape?Korg la kn?So x kan aku x perlu kn korg even kalau aku ade bf.Aku still perlu kan korg.Aku mintak maaf dgn SEMUA KAWAN2 AKU...Bukan aku x nk lepak.Cuma aku x tau nk ckp ape.Harap2 korg paham la.Anyway,pape pon korg tetap kawan aku sampai mati even kalau aku x tego kau,tp aku still igt kau.

mood : sad,miss,redha

'IT'

He's the only one that knows ALL about me.
Even my DARK secret.Deeply dark n hidden secret...
Im fucking shy..That i dont know how to do it.
Im 18.He's right.I should be ashame of myself.
I tried to learn,but i still DONT KNOW HOW to do it.
I just dont know how!Even my mum was VERY busy.
And i dont know wht the hell is wrong with me that made me so dont want to learn how to do it..
And im sorry to Allah.I promise u i will learn n i will do it after i learn n know how to do it
Im SORRY TO ALLAH!IM SORRY!!!
I WILL LEARN N DO IT AFTER I KNOW HOW TO DO IT!
I PROMISE YOU ALLAH!