Farra Vee

Tired

2009-07-26T23:40:00.000-07:00

Give me a break my man.Wth am i doin now??I need my life back.Why am i so pathetic.Im fucking tired of being patient!!Tired of being jerk.Tired of being ur daughter!Nobody can call u father.Cause u dont know how to be a FATHER.U're just a man who needs to be enjoy with ur life.And forget how to responsible.Oh ya..N u forgot that u have a daughter which is studying in a FUCKING COLLEGE and need FUCKING ATTENTION + need money.Do you have any idea wht is my fucking status in my fucking college?LOST FATHER.Padahal kau hidop lagi!!Sbb nk apply ptptn kau dah x de.Tpakse aku tulis x de bapak!!!Mcm aku ni anak haram kau kn!!!Bapak ape mcm ni!Elok kalau kau x paya ambik tau hal aku dari kecik la!!Bile kau da kawen lain,ade anak lain.ANAK LELAKI kau tu.Lupa kn anak kau ni kan!!!Mmg kau expect aku ni lelaki kn.Sbb mak aku branak kan aku pmpn kau x suke aku?APE SALAH KE AKU JADI PMPN??????U fucking hurt me man.Mcm mane la aku nk ubah kau ni.Knp kau jd mcm ni?Skrg ni mak aku yg tua n x larat tu la nk tanggung aku.Kau pg mane?Enjoy dgn family kau?Da la kau tgl kn aku dgn mak aku mcm org bodoh.X tanggung aku.X AMBIK TAU PULAK TU...Bapak tiri aku pon same.Mmg org yg jd bapak aku semua tak guna..Mmg aku TAK NAK KAWEN!!!Laki x de tanggungjawab!Harap kn pmpn.SELFISH.U can fuck off cause i DONT NEED A FATHER.All i need is my mother n friends.N aku x de hati nk kawen.Nnt dapat laki mcm kau merosak kn anak aku je.

Zoo Negara, 17th May

2009-05-17T08:22:00.000-07:00

Pegi zoo besttt doh...Ahaha..Dgn daniel..Even die x tau nk buat ape dlm tu.Asyik nk muntah je sbb busuk.Then asyik kene sound je dlm tu.HAHA.Tp still best.Sbb die nk gadoh dgn cine.Hahah.Then,ptg pg sungai ape tah mok bawak.Hahaha.Mlm pg moon kitchen makan..Lps tu blk mls mandi.Haha.Daniel pon da blk college blk dah..So kene tunggu sampai jumaat dpn...Then ahad daniel blk.Then tunggu lg jumaat dpn daniel blk...Sampaaaaaaai habis blaja dlm mase 3 tahun :|

Nak jual kucing (persian)

2009-04-20T09:29:00.000-07:00

jantan - colour ; black - rm350
betina - colour ; orange/yellowish - rm550
Cage pon nk jual - 4 tingkat - hitam - rm750

Kalau nk kucing dgn cage skali , 1500 saje.
(dpt discount)

Frustrated

2009-04-06T10:40:00.000-07:00

I swear im fucking not in the mood when she said the bag was SOLD OUT!Damn!I was so excited doh!My mum was about to buy it for me haha.I sacrified for this one bag like so killing me out when i was at bandung(wondering if u could get a BETTER one.N i found it but it was FUCKING SOLD OUT!!!).The design is simple the colour is nice (x nampak gedik langsung).TAPI SOLD OUT!!!BABI!!!1 pon x de langsong.Sumpah sakit hati!!!Da la mase kat bandung cousin aku yg beli utk gf die!X kn nk beli 2 kot!Japgi same.Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....Nak bag macam ni !!!!!!

Raja Daniel Matiin

2009-04-05T12:50:00.000-07:00

We've been through lots of things.Since august 2007 till now.Maybe i never have a feeling for u before.N so r u.But now we r truly inlove.N i can promise u one thing.U r FUCKING diffrnt.So its fucking impossible for me to leave u just.I promise u,tht if we r not tgther,i will never love another guy like i loved u.I promise u this.And its HARD for me to find laki lain sebenarnye.Eventhough u r not perfect,but still,im glad that u r mine.Cus u never give up on me.N u'll do anythg just to comfort me.Thanks...2years / 4months skrg.we r still together :) Why dont we keep moving on till our last breathhhhhh..........I sayang u.I love u.I will never leave u :) Im happy to be with u.Im happy to be urs.Im happy tht u are mine.And im happy tht u love me too sayang ;D

About me

2009-04-05T11:07:00.000-07:00

Aku rindu semua kawan2 aku yg dulu.Aku rindu nk lepak dgn korg.Aku rindu nk gelak dgn korg.Aku rindu nk dgr suare korg.Aku rindu nk mengumpat dgn korg.Aku rindu nk sebut 'kau kawan aku,apa ada hal' .Aku rindu nk kelua dgn korg.Aku rindu nk dgr cerita korg.Ape da jadi dgn korg skrg.Ape korg buat skrg.Apa khabar korg.Ape mslh korg.Ape cite korg skrg.Aku rindu nk bahan membahan.Dah brp lame aku x jumpa n chill dgn korg.Aku rindu semua.Tp aku syg die.N die penting.So aku kene jage hati die jugak.And aku nk jage hati korg jugak.Tp kalau aku jage hati korg same,aku hilang die.So aku rela dimarah n bergaduh sekejap utk berlaku adil antara kawan n boyfriend.Time aku single,org yg happy kn aku siape?Korg la kn?So x kan aku x perlu kn korg even kalau aku ade bf.Aku still perlu kan korg.Aku mintak maaf dgn SEMUA KAWAN2 AKU...Bukan aku x nk lepak.Cuma aku x tau nk ckp ape.Harap2 korg paham la.Anyway,pape pon korg tetap kawan aku sampai mati even kalau aku x tego kau,tp aku still igt kau.

mood : sad,miss,redha

'IT'

2009-04-05T10:09:00.000-07:00

He's the only one that knows ALL about me.
Even my DARK secret.Deeply dark n hidden secret...
Im fucking shy..That i dont know how to do it.
Im 18.He's right.I should be ashame of myself.
I tried to learn,but i still DONT KNOW HOW to do it.
I just dont know how!Even my mum was VERY busy.
And i dont know wht the hell is wrong with me that made me so dont want to learn how to do it..
And im sorry to Allah.I promise u i will learn n i will do it after i learn n know how to do it
Im SORRY TO ALLAH!IM SORRY!!!
I WILL LEARN N DO IT AFTER I KNOW HOW TO DO IT!
I PROMISE YOU ALLAH!

27 march - 5 april

2009-04-04T08:34:00.000-07:00

Aku tunggu punye tunggu tapi tak datang2.Da cube panggil.X de dalam perkhidmatan ke?Risau,And x tau ape nk buat.Aku tunggu lagi sampai 10 april.Kalau x datang lg.Aku tepakse pg cari jalan macam mane nk cari die.5 days left......

Salah faham?

2009-04-04T08:11:00.000-07:00

Penjelasan yg bagus.Tapi kalau nk explain pon bkn dgn aku.Kau ckp dgn daniel sendiri.Sebab die yg bace blog tu.Bukan aku yg sampai kan cerita n aku x de TOKOK TAMBAH ape2 pon ok???Tu pon kalau kau igt aku mcm tu la kan..And FYI....Aku x de niat LANGSUNG nk rosak kan hubungan kau dgn dan pon.Sbb aku pon tau kau kwn baik die.Tapi kadang2 kau yg x faham die.Tu ke kau ckp kawan baik kau?Aku ke yg rosak kn hubungan korg sebenarnye???Ke kau sendiri yg rosak kan hubungan kau dgn die?Kau matured kan?So aku x perlu nk cakap ape2 lagi.Kau tau ape kau dah buat.N kau tau ape kau kene buat.Kau blh fikir mane betul mane salah kan.Sbb kau da yakin diri kau matured..So,goodluck ;)

02 / April / 09

2009-04-01T22:40:00.000-07:00

Everything seems so wrong

About me and 'love'

2009-04-01T12:18:00.000-07:00

Im an idiot,blur,im selfish,im mad,i love to fight,and im totally a bad girl,
But im a great lover.Once i love a person for real,
I will love him till i get my wrinkles,(eventhough im not so good in attitude)
And till i have no teeeeeeeeth :) ,And all i know is that love is great
I can even feel the love through the soft wind that pass my window
Thats why i got lots of pimples :D
And im sure the person that i love is in love with me too
Cause if not,i will wait till he love meeeeee :)
Like i did before.And for me,love is life
Try to live without love.U will understand :)
And love is faith,care,help,understanding,tough,and loveeeee :D

For this 1 week

2009-03-31T22:20:00.000-07:00

Tak blh tido.N im feeling like shit
Tak tau knp.Tp ,Its like so uncomfortable to do anything
Sakit pinggang,belakang
Kepala pon sakit2.Bahu pon same.I fucking dont know wht to do
Mcm babi.And hari2 nk kelua lagi.Penat lah
And perut pon sakit lagi.
Tak tahan oh.Mlm2 even dah on aircond pon rase panas tp sejuk lagi
Ive been through this for a fucking week
N tak tahan da...STRESS GILE!!!!

Heyy (:

2009-03-31T05:56:00.000-07:00

Worried

2009-03-26T19:02:00.000-07:00

Since October 2007 - ?? 2009

I love you kuda padi..And i wont be needing any other men just to replace u in my life.
And dont need any other guy to be like u.Cus u are what u are and nobody can make me fall for them like u made me fall for u.Im sure enough that my love for u is tough enough.
For how long and whatever we'v been through,Its hard for me just to leave u like shit.(bodoh ke?)
I know,sometimes i was like fuck.Im sorry.(u pon suke carik pasal kan)
And lastly,I'll do anything just to make u feel "she's good enough for me,there's no one better".

(But sometimes,u ni annoying gile.Plus suke poyo.Hahaha)

Sweet Fighter

2009-03-22T10:42:00.000-07:00

Hari2 gaduh.Letih sebenarnye.And malas.Rase stupid pon ade.Skrg ni zaman tension.So x tau nk cakap ape.
Lps tu hari2 ade point.Mls nk bejumpa sbnrnye lah kan.Tp 'die' pulak x blh.Kesian pon ade.
Then everytime gaduh mesti break 5 MINIT! (Wajib)
Then kalau gado tengking2 tu lg la.Tension jeee.N jerit x igt dunie haha
Lps tu mara 'die', dgn org2 lain skali aku marah.Hahahaha STUPID
AKU X NK GADUH LA!!!SEMAK KPL!!PLSSS!!